|September 29th looms|
I realized today---->
I still have six chapters to finish before then.
Even after all I've done this week.
What in the hell? Have I been spinning my wheels? Evidently.
So, as you can tell, I'm a bit frustrated. It is what it is…
I think part of the problem is the self-imposed deadline crap. I know I have this conference coming and yet, I always want to be ahead of the game. Sometimes that works… sometimes… yeah, I sit and spin. Psh.
So, I give up.
Not on Pendomus. Nor getting my poop in a scoop for the conference.
No, I give up any preconceived notions of deadlines. I know what has to be done before September 29th. Rather than giving myself a coronary, I'm making that my new goal.
Whilst I am at it… another thing I plan to give up in this month of pressure:
Perfection is boring. Who needs it? I want a book that transcends perfection.
The only way to make that happen… is to let it go.