For Doom or Destiny?

I've done a bit of soul searching lately in regards to Pendomus.

Like I said last week, I'm getting restless with book 1. That's sort of an understatement, but whatever. I've grown so much as a writer, hell, as a person, since I started it... and I need to do other things. Explore new territories. Experiment!

In my pursuit of forward momentum, I've decided to set a new goal - a new goddamn deadline.

If Pendomus does not have the interest of an agent by May 1, 2013,
I will self-publish it.

I know I've said it a million times, but in the beginning, self-publishing never really interested me. However, the more I look into it now, the more I wonder if it has always been my unsung hero, waiting patiently in the corner for me to bring it into the light. I find my life is sorta like that. The one thing I really don't want to do, ends up being the one place I need to go.

Why? Usually, it's a growth thing. It makes me step outside my comfort zone to take a different path than what I expected.

In addition, for those of you have patiently waited, sticking by my writing of this book, it's because of you that I do this. I owe it to you to get Runa's story out into the world.

Interestingly enough, I've already chosen the date it will be released, too. Kinda makes me think the universe is setting it up to be this way...

So, with all this in mind, stay tuned!

May 1st I will reveal the release date of Pendomus, Book 1!

The *New and Improved* Goddamn Deadline

So, after much deliberation and hair pulling trying to meet my May 1 deadline... I've decided on a new date for having the first draft of The Pendomus Chronicles, Book 1 completed.

{Que sparkles and trumpets}

May 25th, 2011

This time, I know without a shadow of a doubt, this sucker will be done by deadline.

Why May 25th, you ask?

Well, because it's my #1 cheerleader's/co-conspirator's birthday and it seems like a good present to her. While I have number of awesome friends and family who support me, she's the first one who encouraged me to write. She's been here all along the way and continues to push me forward when I need it. Everyone needs someone in their lives like her. Of that, I am entirely certain.

Thank you, Sherry. I would not be sitting on 134,000 words without your pom poms.

So let me ask you something... 

For those of you who have gone the Traditional route for publishing, what was your next step? The first draft is complete-- at what point do you send out query letters? Obviously, I'm neurotic. I probably won't stop looking at this thing until it's being pried from my cold dead hands screaming, "I can make it better!" 

But at some point, I need to get the ball rolling. I know it can take months... years... *gulp* to get into the hands of the right person. At what point do you bite the bullet, feel it's good enough that if someone asked for the whole manuscript tomorrow-- you could hand it over? 

Thoughts? Opinions? Experiences?

For those of you who went Indie... do you ever regret that decision? Or are you completely stoked with how things have turned out?

Right now, I'd like to attempt the traditional route first. I like working with others and bouncing ideas around. I think I'd like the support and help having a team would/could offer. However, I've got an extensive printing/graphic design background. I know could pull it off on my own, if it came right down to it.

Discuss!